uhm.

just to make the sky look pretty.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 03:12:36 GMT

the dwarves last night was absolutely incredible. we hung out with hewhocannotbenamed and one of the members of the butthole surfers for some part of the night, then watched the less-than-mediocre opening bands make fools of themselves in trying to prepare everyone for the fuckin' dwarves. very very very good night.

the elder from the butthole surfers told us about his new band, honky, that is ex-members of bs and scratch acid. dayumnnnnnnn nigz. shit sounds tight.

he also kept telling his friends that leah and i were in love. drunk prophets don't lie.

hahaha.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:41:00 GMT

holy fuck. i love being a dick. anyways, so apparently i have found a vast popluation of haters. hah. it used to get to me, but now it doesn't, i just sit back and watch it all go by. anali's a little bitch.

uhhh. leah and i have had some of the funnest times recently, just laughing, nothing all that exciting, just laughing. being in love is a pretty good feeling if you ask me.

anyways, i have decided to lie to everyone who is not a close friend. i mean, about everything. i just made up a lie about mr. electric having a show on nov. 3rd at the southmore house. that was a COMPLETE lie. hahaha. i told two people about it. one i confessed to, the other still doesn't know it's a lie. i don't know why i am doing this, it might seem dumb, but it's a nice comical twist to my life right now.
ahhahahaha.

i need some new music in my life, or possibly a band exactly like arab on radar, but local. fuck his.

mothafuck you.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 08:20:40 GMT

i fell asleep at around eight thirty, after being not so happy about leah's mother coming so out of the blue, and then slept until two thirty. and now, i wonder whether to stay up or sleep another couple of hours. on a side note, i love the feeling of being in love. i love this, i love life, all of a sudden i am very happy.

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 01:36:29 GMT

everything is alright with me forever because of this music.

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 03:39:53 GMT

so this is what it's like to be really sick. i don't know what's been wrong with my body lately, i've been less than satisfactory conditions. my legs are always sore, my body as well, i am always dizzy, this might be the end guyzzzz.

anyways. show friday. fuck promoting.

southmore house. it's NOT a house, a warehouse moreso. 3107 leeland, with alot of bands.

safely in san antonio.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 15:45:10 GMT

i am in the fucking hill country, i am talking deers in the yard, the sounds of wild animals in your backyard, i'm not even kidding. i hung out with chris banks at utsa yesterday, it was a good time. he and i are pretty convinced the apocalypse is here. :( on a not very happy note, i haven't been able to talk top leah much, but i am going to call her here in a few. i miss her. and it bothers me to know that we're hundreds of miles away from each other. but it relieves me to know that she is safe. ohh yea. btw, everyone misses you already nate. we all love you.

mr. electric fanclub!

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:03:10 GMT

dammmn. we have oursleves some fans.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/showguns_pentel/6440.html

check it out. hahaha.

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:57:34 GMT

i honestly don't care if people like mr. 3l3ctr1c or not. i understand to some, it's not easy on the ears. but it's the most free thing i've ever created.

showwwwww.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 18:05:11 GMT

GO.

'i should be leaving...', he said, he said.

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 01:40:08 GMT

i officially love everything other than pasadena memorials crowded hallways and abundance of fake blonde highlights.

show friday. attend please. it's at fat cats.

'body massage machine, go.'

an epiphany.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 08:35:53 GMT

i think i'm happy.

i love you leah.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 07:27:33 GMT

i haven't felt this distraught in months, it's getting harder and harder for me to write music i'm happy with. although i do feel distressed creatively, i feel wonderful psychologically. i feel like thnigs are getting better for me, i'm regaining my social skills. new school, a few new friends. i guess a change in scenery is exactly what i needed. i'm also reading again. i am finally getting to the end of the book i abandoned at the beginning of the summer.

i'm making old enemies new friends. leaving a few friends behind reluclantly. and trying to forget all the things that i always take into consideration about my appearance. it's sad that i care so much about it in the first place, but i guess it's just human nature.

my weekends are getting less and less full with every passing school week, this pattern will probably continue for another four or five months before i get my license.

that's about it.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 22:41:43 GMT

i have a headache. the ones you get when you wake up from worrying about someone who won't open up to you.

mmk.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 04:21:47 GMT

i am happy. i like this. i like seeing leah everyday. before, during, and after school. i like being alot more intelligent than half of my class. heh. i loke statistics. i hate school. and the lack of sleep. i like sharing strawberry banana smoothies and having rivals not dare look at me or my girl. I LOVE THIS.

i don't love cancelling shows.
i do love storytelling and cyberbears.
and my bloody valentine.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 00:16:40 GMT

new journal wha?